sometimes & confessions

sometimes I only write on here when Im drunk, thats when , suprisingly my thoughts are most clearest. Like how I cant stand MJFSC and especially miss "biggest fan" Erin ...go fuck yourself... Jacobs.. Like who the fuck made her the spokesperson of the fan community.. why the fuck do MJFSC run to TMZ all the time.. how much are they getting paid for all their "exclusives".... hey guess what miss Jacobs... non of the real fans can't stand you... all of us who actually sacrificed our lives for Michael... all of us who made him smile and who were there when it mattered, when he needed to know who the fan community were.... Everyone is laughing at you, trying to compinsate for your guilt at not being there.. heres two fingers to you, cos WE were the ones who were there, NOT you, so go fuck yourself, and your MJFSC fan group... honey, its too little too late, You will never have what we had... and the only ones who run after you and bow down to you are the newbie fans, the ones who don't know, that YOU never did anything before June 25, that you couldn't even be bothered to go and see him when he was living in the same state, only a few hours drive away... Its just soo unbelievable how NOW you have the time to go to Forest Lawn every month, yet you couldn't be bothered this time last year to go to see him, when he was living in Carolwood Drive and rehearsing in Center Staging and Staples Centre... How odd that fans travelled halfway round the world, yet you couldnt be bothered to drive 2 hours.... I cant wait for the day when this trial is over, and you cant sell anymore tshirts and you dissapear back to you "normal life", when will you get the message... JUST GO AWAY...